Stressful Day!

Well today might have been the worst Monday of this Month! For beginners I got up to my two little boys eating Mexican bread I was actually amazed that my oldest Johnny actually ate it all I remember his words "Mommy I ate it all, I beet Javi" BUT to my surprise when I was throwing something away what do I find The Bread! He had just taken the top off and left the rest of the bread!lol...and to make matters worse they've been fighting for everything and anything all day up until now when I made them go to bed! I mean Literally Fighting for Anything every toy one got the other wanted, any movie one watched the other wanted to pick another,were they sat to eat their lunch they wanted to sit in the same chair!!!! UGH!!! I just wanted to run away and scream...But I always manage to remember how to BREATH~ and literally count to 100 I use to count to 10 but that was to short of a count to calm down! I guess sometimes being a stay at home mom is harder than I imagine, I actually have been thinking of getting a part time job, but I don't know if I would be able to handle that. Maybe getting away from the house for a few hours is what I need to just calm down and be stress free or maybe I should just get a hobby that involves something other than being tied down to these four walls, well I mean that's how I sometime's look at it, Like I have no other choice but to stay in here, even though my hubby tells me "go to your mom's" but its like what for if they do a mess over their, its like I'm taking my stress to my moms and I don't want her to think that I just want my kids to go crazy over their and not here! am I making any sense or am I actually going crazy, well it wouldn't be the first time I thought that!